2015 Season III
“Whether or not the subject is already dead, every photograph is a catastrophe.”
-Geoffrey Batchen, Each Wild Idea
A photograph or diary entry is not a way to preserve memory; it is an attempt to document it in a way that cannot align with the original experience. I know that something happened only because I wrote it down. I am told by an earlier self, through image or text, that certain things touched me which I can no longer access. Then I deal with this loss.
My work parses private and collective archives by reworking documents through distortion, translucency, animation and juxtaposition. Richard Dienst defines a photographic document as “both a historical thing, some mark made to order vision as soon as it was made, and a historical event, a spark of vision that organizes a world of relationships around it.” My work thus draws associations between ostensibly unrelated phenomena, using my lived experiences to explore the banalities and poetics of longing and intimacy. Photography, video and sound—ranging from the public and innocuous to the private and profane—are integrated with writing and sculptural elements, as well as literature both found and personal. Collected artifacts from an upbringing split between continents become scrambled in a field of latent experiences, compressed in order to explore proxies of emotional understanding and resonance.